By His Amazing Grace
The sailing vessel may be ocean faring but in John Newton’s book, it was so rickety and in abject disrepair that in the stormy sea he was in, he knew he mightn’t stand a chance to survive it. Being a man known to mock God and widely considered impious even by his godless mates, he faced death in the eye.
Khen Lim
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The sailing vessel may be ocean
faring but in John Newton’s book, it was so rickety and so in desperate need
for repairs that the stormy sea he was now in could destroy it without much
effort. He even feared he mightn’t stand a chance to survive. Being a man known
to mock God and widely considered impious even among his godless mates, he
faced imminent death in the eye.
On the night that a violent wave
crashed worryingly against the vessel, John Newton awoke to find the ship sailing
into the eye of a terrifying storm, looking worse for wear. Timbers were ripped
apart like strips of paper being blown away. Water was streaking into the cabin
from all directions and the crew were desperately losing the battle to stop the
leaks.
John joined in the effort but
invariably became too tired to continue. He was then tied to the wheel in a
hope that he could steer it and not be thrown overboard. But none of these
seemed to help and the situation simply worsened if that were at all possible. The
weather became even colder with no hope of getting better.
And in these sparing moments of complete
despair, John reflected on his life. When he was aged seven, his Christian
mother had taught him to seek the Lord, which he did by learning to fast and
pray but somehow he felt that the Lord had eluded him. And in his failure to
find Him, he grew cynical and bitter. Still he could not deny that it was God who
saved him many times in his past including when he was made servant to the
slaves in the west coast of Africa.
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In his heart, John knew
Christianity was real and it was the only means that held the truths of life. Yet
he could not find solace because of his persistent belief that sins were too
overbearing for God to ignore or forgive and so he deigned himself fit only to
face His wrath.
Soon enough, the storm abated and ship
had resettled and slowly became freed of water.
“I began to pray…to think of that
Jesus that I’d so often derided; I recollected His death; a death for sins not
His own but as I remembered, for the sake of those who should put their trust
in Him.”
On the day he’d remember for the
rest of his life, March 21 1747, John understood he needed his Saviour more
than ever before.
Even as they continued at sea, John
pored over the Bible, reading feverishly through stormy days and nights and
praying for guidance while the men struggled on the upper deck to keep the ship
apiece.
That time at sea cemented John’s
relationship with Christ and though he worked the next six years as a slaver
(not realising it a sin), he showed warmth and kindness, conducted worship
services and wrote hymns for them to sing and remember Christ by. Once he
understood the sin of the trade, he renounced it and worked as an abolitionist
and a minister.
Newton's gravestone at Olney, Buckinghamshire (Image source: en.wikipedia.org)
In reflection of his hard life, he
put pen to paper and, inspired by God, he authored the most memorable of all hymns
in remembrance of how His amazing grace, how sweet that sound that saved a
wretch like him.
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